Watching the World Go By

Predicament, the assumption that may get the best of you. The coffee pot, the situation that may give way to such decisiveness. Reputation, your self conscious that could go away over something else. Your keys, a reminder that the world holds onto something else. There is an old AFI album I used to listen to called the "The Art of Drowning." The title itself speaks for itself. It illustrates the world in a darker metaphorical sense in a manner I interpret the world sometimes. There is a piece of the song that goes:


"What new friends will the day bring? One for one thousand acquainted
What new hope will the night bring?
When it all comes down you just throw the bones"

That part of the song always spoke to me. It hits emotion in a manner I feel like it is a cry out upon the day. Asking what people may come into my life the odds are extreme. Night always brought reflection and more yearning, but haste the day we often deem to throw much away. Don't we tend to drown ourselves in an over exhausting matter of whatever the fuck we may please sometimes? Anyways that would take an admittance to recognize the world isn't always on our side, but our decisions may get the best of us sometimes. Watching the world go by is something we do on a rare occasion. For the fellow businessman the world often stands and watches him go by. You see the matter is that the world we live in stands on one side, but on the other side that many may not realize the common homeless man would have a different story to tell. It has been a ride to find peace again. Buddhism is something I began to study when I was in jail a few months ago. The story of Buddha is found in the pathway and life of the man Siddhartha. Many don't know the story of Siddhartha, but he was a man that had to stand for his own spirituality. In the book I picked up in jail it was entitled, "Nobel Strategy." In all I pulled away with knowing that Buddhism is a way of thinking or more precise a way of concentration. It's a self discipline to put one self in a self reminder to look for things and ways to further yourself. Our society today really lacks that sort of self consciousness. Being caught up on our daily routines people often forget what is really important in life. The truth is that there is a moral that used to live upon Christianity that many don't practice today. It is called keeping the open door. It is the soul to Christianity and it has found my heart in life in both shoes if I were be able to say. Point being the carelessness of others attract more carelessness and as sacrifice was the essence to Jesus Christ what sacrifice has been put in your life to forward more what he exemplified. The truth is no one wants to be the man that has to ask for help. But the world is more wicked than the daily programming that is often taken for granite. As the world goes on, watching the world go by. Let another soul in and preach another day's sigh.   Then again the day preached our soul and what went on. You hail it with the Rock and you damn it once it's gone.