To Put in Perspective

Hey Everyone. So let me take a few lines to allow for better understanding of what goal driven purpose of this blog was to begin with. I started this blog after I returned to San Diego from living in New Orleans the previous 2 and half years. I had started my passion of writing in journaling while I was in New Orleans and when I made the move I decided I wanted to put it online. I had been independently studying world philosophies, religions and doctrines just out of interest. I began to write short essay on my connotations that I made with them which led me to writing poetry. Ironically during this time I was going through a breakup and I immediately turned to my spirituality to heal. Well I came home and the soul searching was at its best. But surly enough I ran back into Rastafari and the Rasta lifestyle San Diego held onto. As I dug into Rastafari I realized that this was the way I was looking for. It brought all truths to all of spirituality and allowed for truth to be shared and known. A lot of this soul searching got mixed over a lot love poetry and hurt. But I knew my writing was taking me on a journey and I wanted to share it and do something different for once.  I completely isolated myself on purpose because I felt spiritual influence to tell me to do so. I learned meditation and began turning to nature for insight. I had some instances where I was experiencing something spiritual and got mistaken for a delusion for say. Its been a journey to find call to say the least. But I want to clarify something so it can be relieved. I consider myself an independent researcher who takes his studies to poetic art, God and love. That is simply what I live by. I have not claimed myself a messiah for it wouldn't be worthy anyways. Divinity does not need to be claimed. We are all divine and Christ lives within us all. With that said to clarify any presumptions that have been made that I may have a mental illness your assumption is ludicrous. Honestly I've come quite accustomed to my mental state of mind and quite frankly insanity doesn't do it justice. Yaddadamean. One doesn't just walk outside and say I'm going to speak about God. It is a call, journey and relationship that has to be stored. I'm not writing any Hollywood play screens. Please give me a break. I'm a Rastaman:) It comes from the heart, mind and soul. Something you can't deny. With sacrifice came blessing so I was singing sweet Mary its time. I grew up as a Priest's Kid going to my Dad's church 3 times a week plus Roman Catholic education for 12 years. My dose of Church and spirituality was instilled on me and I was destined for its nature of call. But I got two live both worlds. I went and lived the party life in 2 of the biggest party towns in the U.S. Chico, California and New Orleans, Louisiana. I got to have fun and keep soul searching and look to find what God meant to people. Once I realized Rastafari put everything in perspective I knew that was the way I would want to live by. But I had a girl in mind who I really wanted to love again for good reason to prove that I was misunderstood for reason. Only her heart could decide if it could finally see me eye to eye. But it was like I was given a chance to write some explanation so I hoped she was at least reading. I needed to let up on the emotion towards her but I really had all the bad luck a guy could get. Couldn't find work in and out of jail for stupid reasons and I was just torn, but I kept writing. It was all for reason to instill lesson and wisdom. And I'm still working on getting back on my feet.  For all I knew that damn souvenir voodoo doll I bought at the zoo probably got cursed. I hadn't believed in black magic before but I had come aware of its power. But It was no test to the power of JAH and what Rastafari was going to allow. So please excuse the emotion and I only share it with love and search for understanding that I was left with. But I'd rather write the way I usually do for it is more fun. Poetry unto God is called psalm. Anyone can write it. It just entails God's picture in your words. So take my insight as you please and I hope I can offer some insight. One Love.

~ I guess 3 just kept people captivating~