Green Fairy Moon Mama Nurture I Yearn Virtue

I haven't been much of a novelist reader more of a constant researcher. Occupying the mind to pick apart the flow of intellect. I was back at my own ground zero building I within asking why should I blame. It wasn't a matter of blame, but a necessity I missed out on very early in life. Nurture. Now I was living life like cow just jumped over the moon. Giving complete will to nature I went out about my day with complete will in what the wind instilled on instinct. Giving into natures complete captivity. Finding the spirit that lies amongst the palm of his trees, grassy hills and the skies with tides. Walking barefoot picking out the simple prizes. I had started for a walk and at 2nd block I smelled a bbq, heard the families at the park as a salty breeze hit through the valley a sense of summer tripped up my essence. Carried one block further & JAH..., you can turn around now short walk today for insight. That's good whiff of happiness no more aggravation to bring about any strife. Pure appreciation and recognition of good vibes. But  I had come to realize I had been playing a different game while supporting my cigarette habit of taking to a conversation with a tree in the park.  I had been able to influence mediation with Mama's Moon vibration. Learning a nurturing free spirit flowing around giving peaceful rhetorical fairy like revelation. Fair white like the Moon but green with daylight to fill. I knew this was an old native way of approaching the world and the pure simple magic that was returned back was genuine bliss like. She had made me recognize that the tree had an opening into life too. As she gave sprit and guidance she made a tiny shadow figure in a peace sign marked in the bark of the tree. Eventually saying no one's watching give me a kiss. Taking to nature her ritual prime of 15 seconds of decisiveness I went for a peck. To get a kick of ecstasy in the stomach I was revealed her sprit was really present and no one was around outside to happen. Because she pulled a similar magic she showed me to my Father's the night before. While walking up the driveway after sunset she told me to stop look to the hills due East and focus on a light on a hill. Taking time to find it's vibration she said that's your Sun he felt your vibe he's going to show you something special don't be scared. As the RA spirit gave unto night welcoming I told I  JAH was slowly start pulling time out of its world and as the wind and city noise came fainter I came to sit in complete eternity and ecstasy with me and my Father's nature spirit while infiltrated clock echo's dim. Only making a trace to a thought of, are we really? Yes Indeed and it was supposed to be . Slowly letting nature back into its relativity. Asking  how long do you think we were out of time young one? Hmm I would say 15 seconds.  No it was 5 seconds, but that is what life is supposed to feel like. 3 times longer in its actual essence, sheds light of ecstasy. An escape to remember a reminder rootz rock JAH's way. I was definitely in for a different stride for deeper perception. Day and night skies became clearer with further depth. It was a state of the Wen meaning meant to be practice once every hour for bliss to give peace unto people's will and interaction. A little open window for influencing peace of mind. I had been introduce her fairy spirit twice more. Once on the pier catching the sunlight on the water giving my eyelids a shutter at the light started to dance in melodic visualization twine in starry patterns. Seeing her eventually form in a light/sand cloud and become a mermaid spirit and wave to me. I was in lost for words just humbled by her peace. Sure enough she gave me a gift back. later that evening after taking overdue shower I grabbed for the plain white towel. As I dried my face I saw a light hit in the middle and as I looked it became bigger while it jumped onto the other side.to be a green fairy like mermaid.. To jump back on the other side of the towel to have turned my towel with a picture of my Moon Mama as a green mermaid holding a wand. And it did seem I was looking to embark on a quest for peace. So disciplining its routine might have been a good idea. It had seemed like I was all being fed something to receive.  Just like the cover of the book. Pictures just mirrored my emotion. Was I being fed a warning for what I was going to experience or was I being manipulated instead. A mind game driving me to a worn thin and hurt. I just wanted the understanding and freedom. I had gave it all out so it could be seen to find more mockery. But it had dawn on me that was the sure sign start of a new tale.