"Love is a waiting game"

"Baby I’m thinking it over.  What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start. What if it only gets colder? Would you still wrap me up and tell me that you think this was smart? Cause lately I've been scared of even thinking ’bout where we are." This is a line from Banks song "Waiting Game." It's a song I've had on repeat lately and wanted to apply into some thought and write form. That line describes the feelings and uncertainties someone has about with pursuing a certain love relationship.  But this seems to be the nature of love from time to time. How would you reassure yourself of certainty of someone's love for you if you didn't question their true intention when the relationship seems to be on the brink? If you didn't ask and search for their true intentions you would be simply left uncertain and be never able to give unto their love. Understanding this conflict of interest and working it out is key to unlocking the nature of true love. We are all human and it's are imperfections and mistakes that make us such. Its in the nature of all humankind's soul.  So could our imperfections be a reason why love is so hard sometimes? You better believe it. Were bound to be blind to our imperfections from time to time, but it is are duty in the good fight for love to come to realize them, ask for forgiveness and to put them behind you so they never have to be dealt with again. If you do this you can grow from your mistakes, become wiser and closer to the true love were all searching for. Were all born good hearted being's, but the reality were born into is full of temptation to try and drive us away from love. It's the conceptual illustration of the red apple and the story of Adam and Eve. It isn't always easy, but our hearts can be taught life lessons by sometimes having to learn the hard way. However, once we've let our hearts learn its lesson that it needed to be taught we can discover its true desire. This is the necessity both hearts must be aware of before two hearts can share true love. Sometimes in relationships we break hearts by having to find out this hard lesson and we can push another heart away from its own desire. If this happens the only way for two hearts to heal together is to keep your hearts desire open and allow the other heart to learn your's heart desire in time. It's love's waiting game of truly understanding each others heart. In the search for true love we can not force desire, but we can keep our's open to the one it wants and in time both can be rest assured by the commitment for one another. It is the committing of desire to ultimately know and love someone. So if you know your heart's desire allow it to prove its commitment not with force, but open arms. For force will only hurt, but the patience of a waiting heart will only shine it's kindness. Love is a waiting game. 

"Perseverance is the key to success"

It's funny how when you go about your life expecting things you will more than likely find yourself disappointed at the loss of your expectation. But if you were to take a different approach and persevere opposed to expect whatever outcome your trying to achieve, chances are your perseverance will allow you to know the necessary steps needed to be taken. See if you take expectation and break it down you will discover the roots of your problem. Expectation when broken down can be accounted for ignorance and greed. If you automatically expect an outcome your being ignorant to the chance that it may play out differently. Where as well if you're expecting an outcome you are accounting your entire self responsible. Therefore justifying your greed in the situation. See ignorance and greed go hand in hand in the problematic approach of expectation. If you go about your day expecting it to be perfect you are being ignorant to the fact that it may not and your being greedy expecting everything to go your way. So lets take the alternative approach and say you wake up in the morning and tell yourself you are going to persevere for the perfect day. Well in order to do so you have to give yourself a plan of perseverance. Voila! Now you have made yourself realize the steps you need to take. See expectation would have ignored looking for the steps and could have easily led you to a bad day. It is a pretty easy concept to grasp in whole, but its a trick your mind likes to play when deciding your future.  Have you ever had a day where you didn't know what to do about something and told yourself you needed to go for a walk? Well more than likely on that walk you talked to yourself and you were trying to figure out a plan on how to deal with whatever situation you were in. Well in reality you were actually physically taking the steps towards your plan of perseverance. This is the wonderful thing about perseverance that it is your intuition, it is you! See when you persevere it allows your intuition to engage the matter giving yourself the power to control what you can ultimately control. Where as if you went on expecting your giving the control away to others. We all want success in our lives so in order to achieve it we must begin to persevere it allowing ourselves to firstly have control to do so. Expectation would give us no control in finding success and we'd be in for a lifetime full of loss. Here's a line from Passion Pit's hit single "Take a Walk." "I'm down on both bad knees I'm just too much a coward to admit when I'm in need
I took a walk, take a walk, take a walk, take walk." Ironic sure, truth on finding the key for help definitely. When your down and in need of help a simple walk with yourself will offer the enlightenment of perseverance you were looking for.

"The story of Generations"

So the story begins, just like any other with an once upon a time. Well actually more specifically an In the beginning. In the beginning there was once upon a time where Father Time held all the time in the world. Father Time knew he had to bring some time into existence in order for life to exist. For if he didn't bring about the some time, he would have never had found the time to create life. He only knew his counter-part Mother's nature of Existence. The sound that came from the hands of some time gave the idea of creation and was music to Father Time's ears. So within the some time he spared, Father Time would eventually try and impregnate Mother Existence with Child Life. But Child Life was trying to be born into greatest battle. See Father Time and Mother Existence always fought on where there child would be born to live. It was the battle for life either to live in the nature of its father time which he spared or its mother's nature of existence which she gave.  Every time he seemed to be able to impregnate Mother Existence, Child Life ran out away from it's Father's nature into it's Mother's nature of Existence. This killed Father Time's heart, but he knew it was the only way life could be given. For Child Life knew some time was the cancer to its existence. In order to have a chance to live it had to run away from it's father and his dreadful nature of some time. So Child Life would be left with only their mother's giving nature of Existence to raise them and teach them how to grow and exist . All of Child Life was gifted for a life of existence on their own. Child Life grew older and knew some time was of its essence because it never saw eternity. It knew it had been killing time all along because time was always running out after it trying to find it and bring it out of existence. Child Life then knew its mission. It was its mother's Existence savior. Child Life's purpose was to stop some time from taking all that was given unto existence. Existence was always able to get away for some time, but Child Life seemed only to get away for a life full of time or a lifetime. Eventually Child Life realized all of life's existence was running out of it's own time its father had spared and it was only matter of sometime until it was all gone. Child Life realized it had to save all of existence by sacrificing their own lifetime its father spared them. When the day came Child Life had to sacrifice it's lifetime through death Child Life would so happen to run back into into it's fathers nature and child life would have brought some time back to its Fathers hands. Allowing him to hold all the time in the world he needed to create more life. So Child Life would have learned how to grow through gift of existence, but know how to live by sparing all of their own time. Child Life was its mother's savior and its father's reincarnation. So the story reveals the true nature of things. That the the Holy Trinity is responsible for life on Earth. The Mind of our Father Time, the body of our Son of Life and the Holy Spirit of our soul, Mother Existence. So in time all of  Child Life would be destined to awaken from their dream world and open their third eye, the mind of Time, to come and realize that the truth in the stories of life were not found in the actual things of the stories, but in the nature of them. That they are the true Gods and Goddesses of the nature of things and that our Father would keep his promise of eternal time.

"Freedom"- (Journal entry from awhile ago, suitable for sharing on MLK day)

"To do what you love is freedom and to love what you do is happiness." This quote portrays to perfection the inner yearning we all have for contemptness within our lives. Freedom is the mere key to happiness. We must learn to let go, step forward and escape freedom's most despised enemy, fear. We live in a world that strives for freedom, but yet still dwells in the shadows of fear. But where does the fear come from you may ask? Well fear is simply the uncertainty of things. We fear what we do not know. However, through our inner freedom we can overcome the fear of the world. It all begins with taking the first step into the unknown and putting our uncertainties aside. This may sound easier then it really is, but you must remember that you were born free and that your freedom has been with you since your first breath of free air. Freedom is a state of mind and ultimately a state of being. Freedom is the recognition of all possibility. Freedom is a path that is guided by faith and love. Freedom are the wings on your back. It is the support in achieving your passion. Freedom is a blessing. Freedom unites and understands. Freedom seeks peace within the world. Freedom is a friend that only wants the best for you. Freedom is like family it cares, it teaches and it nurtures. Through freedom one's spirit can be flourished. Freedom is a journey, an uphill battle, but a well worth taken risk. Freedom even allows you to do with it as you please. You can utilize it, ignore it or even abuse it. Only in a world stuck in fear can a country advertise a land of freedom and continue to govern themselves.  Most importantly remember freedom is a gift from God to rid yourself from all the fears and evils of the world. Freedom is, freedom was and freedom shall always ever be. Freedom is for you and me.

"All it Takes is Three"

With three there will always be the two,

Something of the sorts of a me and you.

Built upon the trinity and rendered from the blue.

Gifted unto earth, given everything to do.

The mystery yearns where it all begun?

But the truth reveals itself simply as the number one.

Hidden in the stories, shown upon the sun.

The stars created reason, merely to experience fun.

Now were left with something. Something out of nothing.

Could it be a chance? A chance of something being?

Now we’ve found ourselves, funny it’s only the nature.

See its not that hard to understand how one got in the picture.

The one felt lonely holding it all together.

So it built a family where all the numbers would render.

"Thoughts are better pondered upon sound"

Thoughts are better pondered upon sound.

Somewhere along the delicatesy of frequency meaning can be found.
The rhythm guides the mind to a higher recollection.
Upon the feeling of the beat consciousness meets meditation.
Notes begin to form what seems as a delightful recreation.
But when melody is drawn music proves to be a divine creation.
A sense of understanding expression is mutable representation.
For God’s sake life was created through sounds manipulation.
For every song sustains through chorus and catch,
The power of sound has an effect on the mind that will begin to latch.
Moves throughout the body and brings an urge to dance,
This is the power that brings the celebration of life into the unified trance.
The song will bring the bridge allowing the mind to wonder,
The greater understanding that sound is the initiation of ponder.
Music is the key to the mind and soul,
Funny that this revelation was revived through rock n’ roll.
But no matter the key or tempo,
The truth to music is merely to let go.

"To Each is Own"

Decisions are settled, to each is own.
Perspective differentiates to what is known.
This is our individuality providing my reality.
Maybe we've been living in a world of our own?
Shared intuition a likes seem fun,
The old saying two minds are greater than one.
It's a shame we fall victim to the judgment of others,
That saying goes along with don't judge a book by its cover.
For experience is what creates your soul.
A variety coming together seeking a whole.
Choice is the key to who we are to be.
Choose only for yourself a beginning for me.
Direct your attention only within,
For discriminating others is shallow and thin.
To each is own is the great understanding,
That our minds are our own in a evolution of banding.
So next time you think that you're right and their wrong.
Resort to this acceptance for it allows are minds to get along.

"Dating the white lady"

It seems people refrain from exposing the nature of true being in today's society. One topic for instance would be drug culture. It seems the extent of drug talk among the average Joe goes to medical marijuana and not much further than that. Well I'm going to go ahead and expose the nature of a substance that has been prevalent and part of society for sometime now and that is cocaine. Cocaine can be attributed to anywhere from the lavish Hollywood lifestyle to the neighborhood warfare going on nationwide in the "ghettos." So why is this substance abused by so many people with such various backgrounds? It's a good question to ask, but the answer is simply the fact that it is very addicting and it can generate a good revenue. So when it comes to cocaine you usually have two people involved that is the seller and the user. You have the people who are in it for the money and you have the people in it for the high. I'm not going to talk about the history of the drug or it's nature because you can do a Google search and find that information. But for those who never dabbled into the use of the substance here's a perspective on what it is like to be "blow head." So go back and think to yourself where was the first time you heard about cocaine. In my case it must have been middle-school during a DARE talk or something of that nature. So I knew about it as a kid, but never saw it until College. The thought of snorting something up your nose isn't the most appealing of ideas. However, as you grow older for some so does their curiosity. So say if your out one night at a party, few drinks deep and there is a dude in corner rolling up a dollar bill laying some white powder on the coffee table, your curiosity of the situation may just as well get the best of you. 9 out of 10 times this is probably how most cocaine users get introduced to the substance. They're feeling a little burnt on the few beers and couple vodka shots they've had and a pick-me-up is exactly what they need to get them back in the party. So before you know it your sitting on the couch talking to the dude asking him what it makes you feel like. "Fucking good" is all he keeps repeating and after of a few minutes of talking yourself into it you got the dollar bill up your nose snorting your curiosity away. Then you sit back into the couch you and you ask out loud,  "how long does it take...?" Minutes later... "Oh damn I feel good, I like this shit." Before you know it your all coked up and beginning to tell your life story to some coke dealer, but it doesn't phase you because your both sharing interest and appreciation of the coked out convo your both enjoying. So it seems this is how the relationship starts for many people who get into the using cocaine. It was a harmless night at a party you tried it and liked it and who knows you'd be down next time you run into her. This is usually the mindset until you have found yourself a reliable coke dealer and yes they're a dime a dozen, but here is where trouble finds you. Cocaine is the most expensive street drug there is. Now were talking 50$ a gram if you know what your doing.  So what does that 50$ offer? Well if your lucky a few hours of being on cloud 9, jamming through your iTunes library most likely to Phil Collins and Michael Jackson, dancing in your room, texting people you haven't talked to in ages and who knows. This is definitely the beginning sign you have started a coke habit. It seems harmless when it's once a month, but then it becomes once a week and even few times a week. Now your in deep and begin to realize your waiting for your next check to pick up a sack. There is a line from an Atmoshpere song that goes, "Got a little cocaine habit, but he only says he does it when someone else has it." This is where the thin line is racked when doing cocaine is fun or bad news. Cocaine offers a fun night and awesome conversation, but its bound to stick in your head and wishing you had more. This is how coke can be evil it gives you the mentality that you don't ever have enough. It's how it keeps you coming back for more. Anyone who has dealt with above can testify by saying it will eventually eat away at your bank account. For some people you have to learn the hard way and realize when to stop. Go figure the fairest white lady would come for your money, give you a few hours of pleasure and run out the door like the bitch she is. So what's the moral of the story? Don't do coke? Do coke? Well that's not for me to say. I purely just like sharing truth on matters and giving informative information. Your choices are yours to make and I suggest you make an educated one. But if cocaine can prove to serve one purpose, Eric Clapton described it best. "When your day is done, but you want to ride on cocaine."

"Keep it simple, but yet profound"

Keep it simple, but yet profound.
Contradiction insinuating why duality is round.
Simplicity is found amongst complexity.
Dynamics shape the relevancy of activity.
Structured by nature and bound by gravity.
Who's to tell you your state of sanity?
It is in this illusion of it all,
Where power and greed build their unauthorized wall.
Sustained through ignorance and gullibility,
This is how the man enslaves them all.
Wouldn't the truth lie within?
A household of honesty built around kin.
Not theirs for time shall break these walls make them frail and thin.
For it is here when these walls fall,
Countries unite and begin to hear this call.
For complexity is the disguise to truth.
Break it down, for its how we teach our youth.
Simple may it be for simply it will see.
The nature of our mind seeks simplicity.
For here you shall look and begin to find,
A simple power able to rid all vices of mankind.